fic: a moment, elaborate and weak (r / mysterious skin)

So I wrote this. And anyway, I apologize for the long blocks of text. I personally would rather read long blocks than fics I have read where the whole thing is an inner monologue but each sentence is one line. That drives me bugfuck. (There, that set the tone. This is more violent than my usual fare but I felt sort of driven to it by the movie.)

title: a moment, elaborate and weak
author: zara hemla
fandom: mysterious skin
rating: r. special warning for the subject of child molestation.
summary: hutchinson, kansas; a children's playground; a boy with a bottomless pit where his heart should be.

( I don't think it's in me to be safe. I'm a guy who courts disaster. )